Falling Back

Last night my dad and step mom got in another argument. She is not pulling her weight in the household. They were separated all night, dad and I went upstairs at about 10 and he told me that he may be going out. I was excited to hear that because he has not been out in a long time by himself. He was getting ready to go and he showered and wore nice clothes and when he was driving off Chi stood infront of the car and wouldn't let him go. What pisses me off is that she goes out dancing on her own and you know what... people just dont go dancing on their own, she has to be dancing with someone. I don't want my father to be mad or sad about his living situation. He just wanted to go out by himself last night... just a saturday night.  I want to go the the theatre, but no one wants to go with me. I think that its relaxing. Last year we went to a christmas carol, had great seats and had a good time. I wish I had that again. I wasn't in debt or constantly worried about money. I was safe with my father, knowing that nothing could come betweent him and I, I know that we are still together more now than we were bact then. I wish winter would come. I love the weather, cold and yet comfertable. I dont know what to say. I am at the museum again and tomorrow I will be here too. In someways it is making me more tired as I spend more and more time here. I know that I need to get to my homework. School is the only thing that is going to push me up in the end and in the end or later in life I want to more excelled than others in my area. I dont know what esle to say. I will  sign on later.