FALL IS HERE
WELL, THE FROST IS DEFINITELY ON THE PUMPKIN. WE HAVE HAD MANY A CHILL NIGHT AND THE DAYS ARE NOT WARMING UP VERY MUCH. MOST OF MY PLATNS ARE SHOWING THE BLUSH OF FROST....BOOHOO. THIS WEEKEND I WILL BEGIN THE PROCESS OF READYING THE GARDENS FOR WINTER. I WILL PUT AWAY ALL THE DECORATIONS AND GET OUT THE FALL ONES. I LIKE FALL BUT I DREAD WHAT COMES AFTER.I HAVE BEEN VERY DRAGGY SINCE I HAD MY COLONOSCOPY LAST WEDNESDAY. I DID NOT REALIZE HOW MUCH IT TOOK OUT OF ME. I WAS IN BED LAST NIGHT BY 7:00 AND OVERSLEPT TIL 7:00 THIS MORNING WHEN THE BOYS CAME.I HAVE A PDOC APPOINTMENT TOMORROW. I AM GOING TO ASK TO BE TAKEN OF THE LAMICTAL AND SEE IF I AM OKAY WITHOUT IT. I JUST WANT TO REDUCE THE AMOUNT OF DRUGS I AM PUTTING IN MY SYSTEM.I HAVE ALSO BEEN DEALING WITH MY DAUGHTER'S DEPRESSION ISSUES. BOY, DOES THAT PUT ME INTO ANXIETY MODE. IT IS SO MUCH WORK JUST CONTROLLING MY OWN STRESS AND DEPRESSION AND THEN TO HAVE TO HELP HER DEAL WITH HER ISSUES. WELL, IT JUST CAUSES ME TO SPIRAL. I AM GOING TO SUGGEST THAT SHE ASK HER REGULAR DOC TO REFER HER TO A MENTAL HEALTH COUNSELLOR. I THINK IT WOULD DO HER GOOD. THEY CAN TEACH HER SOME STRATEGIES TO DEAL WITH ALL THE CRAP THAT GOES WITH OUR DISORDERS. AND AS KIDS DO, THEY THINK THEIR PARENTS KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ANYTHING AND AS A RESULT DON'T FOLLOW THROUGH WITH OUR SUGGESTIONS. LIKE, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT REGARDING DEPRESSION, YEAH, RIGHT, WISH THAT WAS TRUE.OKAY, ENOUGH OF THE NEGATIVE, JUST NEEDED A LITTLE VENTING.WELL, I AM OFF TO DO SOME HOUSEWORK, OH YEAH. THEN I HOPE TO DO SOME OF MY SALT CANDLES AND MAYBE A LITTLE SCRAPBOOKING.DEBBIE
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