Failing

I feel terrible! My tear duct infection wont go away and tomorrow i stop my antibiotics! I will have to see my dr soon after tomorrow, and she said that if it doesnt go away even with my massaging it and taking meds and using warm cloth i have to have surgery to get the gunk out! I dont want that! Im panicking. D: I am not a happy person, it wont go away, its a big deal, its my EYE. I will have to take a Xanax today, to calm the heck down. 
Has anyone ever had   dacryocystitis???? (cut and pasted) its my right eye. MY tear duct is filled with goop and it hurts and constantly waters. I dont know what to do.