F-ed up

We made a big mistake tonight. However, we did not resist temptation at all. Jessy has gone missing again. She has not dealt with the situation with her sister this weekend. She has not been very present. So, I decided to get drunk tonight. i'm Nancy. I don't give a flying F about any one. I hate this world and would much rather be out of here. I'm so tired of Jessy's sweet and kind personality. she always sets herself up for abuse. What happened this weekend really freaked her out and now she is hiding. So, that leaves us to pick up the pieces. Well, this time i did not want to so I got smashed! So, a note to Jessy's friends... Sorry if I upset you, but she is not here to fix the situation. Please keep her in your prayers. She really needs some divine intervetion now.
Sleep well,
Nancy