experiencing things, knitting and letting go
so I just came from work and I kind of had good moments and not such good moments.
moments where I saw aspects of myself that i was proud of and moments when I felt I failed socially
or when I just saw things about myself where I wish I could be stronger.
it's all a crap shoot. there are good connections and not good connections and strengths and frailties. I kind ofÂ
try to figure it out or think about it - and I find I hold onto the feelings and try to think about it - and then ultimately let go.
like knitting and letting go.
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We all have weak and strong points. I guess the good thing is that you can see those things in yourself. personally, have to have the courage to work on the weak stuff. You seem ready to work on those things. Letting go is important. Holding on to the bad stuff is hurtful to us.
I agree becky. I am learning that we all have feelings that may be similar or not - but the important thing for me is not to judge those feelings but just deal with them - and then let them go...so I feel better about that. There may be moments that are comfortable or nice - maybe to look back on the day after work - I get to say to myself some things were good and some weren't so good. all in all. i am doing ok. :)
It's good that you don't beat yourself up about the not so good work things.
yeah. I am done with that.