exhausted and anxious

so today was actually productive i got some calls made and hopefully will get some therapy and support maybee even a advocate to help me heal from what has happened and help with the legal aspects of renewing my order for protection and all that i discovered that my x-stepsister was molested by my dad when she was 14 then withdrew the statement and his x wife was a victim also i called them today and they said they would make a statement to the police saying that they were victims also i am hoping that this will help expedite the matter and get the prosecuting attorney to get off their lazy asses and get him off the streets so all the women in the town all the children in the community are safe and i can finally get some justice and then possibly some inner peace it will make me feel alot safer.it has been over a year fathers day 2011 since it happened my uncle got married and i missed that because if what happened and am starting to realize how it is affecting my life from how i react to something that someone said that reminds of my father to how i feel unsafe to leave the house without someone with me the way i constantly look around constantly scanning for threats constantly on egg shells does anyone have any words of wisdom hints on how they got thru this part of the process towards healing it would help so much im feeling so many things at the same time!!!