exes

he thought i brought disease upon my child, because i was not "prayed up" enough. . . . . now he's got me worried i'm gonna slip up, and he'll take her away. i give him soo much room. i hate this. i wish i could just live as i need to without worrying about his ... ...
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for the longest time, i was trapped, plagued, by th fear of running into rob again. i was fearful of him, jumpy, anxious over that. i've escaped that. now i need to escape the hold jim has on me. what IS it???