ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!

Sat., 10-10-09:  Okay, life, enough is enough!  This has been one of the craziest weeks!  Beginning on Monday I started a new schedule at school.  I have been removed from my normal classroom, working with autistic kids, to working in "regular" classrooms helping specific kids as well as whoever else needs help.  I do not mind the work at all.  In fact, it is kind of a nice change of pace.  However I do mind the reason.  Someone(s) accused me of breeching confidentiality in regard to the special education students.  That NEVER happened.  I have been holding confidentiality close to my heart since I began, professionally, working with kids, in 1993.  It breaks my heart to have anyone even think I would do that, much less report it.  And, that the "powers that be", would bump me based on hearsay.  It makes me sad, angry, and ill.  On Thursday we had crazy rain!  Five inches in one and one half days!  The driving conditions were awful.  Three Willard teens were killed in a car accident that day.  It made me sick.  I must have even passed them on my way home. I was headed the opposite way.  The accident probably happened about four minutes after I passed that spot.  The girl driving apparently hydroplaned and went into the lane I was in.  She hit a pick-up truck head-on.  The driver of the truck, also young, was not seriously hurt.  It just makes me sick to lose more young people!  Adam and his girlfriend both knew the driver that passed away. Today I found out a fifty-six year old man, life-long resident of Willard, passed away from a heart attack.  Craig went to school with him and also did business with him.  That was a big shock!  And, I was supposed to have lunch with some Daily Strength friends today.  That did not happen.  I have been feeling pretty puny all week....stomach.   So, I did not go.  Apparently others, that were supposed to go, were having issues, as well.  Is there something in the air, the water, etc.?!?!?    I sure hope next week is better!

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I hope that you are feeling better now. Shawn & I had lunch in Bolivar that day. take care...Hugs, Connie
rcoco
rcoco

It is always so awful to know that yet another family lost their precious child.
If only a split second later or earlier, maybe they could have been spared. What becomes so clear is that one can never predict random chaos or the order of loss. It just happens, and we are left to wonder why.
I hope things get better.
Peace and love, Rebecca
deleted_user
deleted_user

It is often said that it never rains, but it pours! Quite literally in your case! Things seem to hit us out of left field one after the other. Just over a week ago a 2 year old girl went missing in Auckland, it has been the main news here. Sunday night they found her drowned in a nearby drain. The tragedy has hit our small nation as it cme staright after a Tsunami hit Samoa. Samoa is one of our closest neighbours and many Samoan people live here. It was school holidays so were a number of NZ families staying there who are missing. It is only just over a month ago that a big passenger ferry went down in Samoa killing many people. Sometimes I rage at God, where is the justice? But we keep going somehow, don\'t we? I am glad you are enjoying the change of pace at school, I hope things will get sorted out soon. Love always, Charlotte.
BinkyH
BinkyH

I am sorry that you are having a bad week. There are no answers as to why and where and when. We know that, all too well. We are just left here to deal with it. God help us all. Love, Belinda
Livingjuicy
Livingjuicy

What a week, I\'m so sorry. Those circumstances just seem to take the \"stuffing\" right out of us. Take gentle care. Healing hugs beamed in your direction, Joanie
deleted_user
deleted_user

Seems like chit is hitting the fan all over the place - God you have had a bad week honey. Hold your head high at work - and do not let them make you feel sick. You\'ve been through enough - ignore the ignorance of others and stand your ground - people are so absurd - some of them really turn me off anymore - & the accident, very sad, so sad what weather conditions can cause on the roads, but what are we to do? If we have places to be? I will keep them in prayer, as well as the family of your friend. Sending some peace, some love & one huge hug to you.
biowoman
biowoman

How heartbreaking...I just hate it when there are more members of this group..I really hope that you will find some peace tomorrow...love and hugs...Karen
deleted_user
deleted_user

I hope you are having a better week. I am sorry that someone at your job is making things miserable for you. I hope you are feeling better, sending you a great big hug. Denice