Enjoying what I have now.

Well just a little up date while I am on my lunch break. Oh DS what would I do with out you? I love having the chance to get out my feelings.
My H is going over the top..so much more than last month after dday. It is wonderful. And even though I have no proof that it is sincere I am going to take it and enjoy it. I diserve to be treated like a loved queen. So every kiss , hug, and wonderful thing he does I will just enjoy it while I have it. Because this is the only thing I am sure of is today and what he gives me today. Tomorrow he could be gone again so I will be happy with the love we share now and pray that when the Lord tells me its time to leave then I will go. Or if the Lord has us together then I will be ready for that.
Prayers to all my DS buds and hugs:)