End of 2016

this has been an especially hard year for me. I began it busting my ass at my new job that was a business I helped my friend create - only to have a falling out and be fired from it in august. Couldn't find a job for months but am starting a new one tomorrow, which leaves me excited and terrified. Ive been experiencing panic flare ups for the past couple months I think from the stress of losing my job and friend and trying to find a new job. I thought once I got offered this job I would feel relieved but it's only gotten worse. I'm trying to stay positive and find a doctor that can help me. I'm glad this website exists so I don't have to feel so alone. I'm trying my hardest to get through this, but some days I just want everything to end. Here's to better days ahead.