Emails

Found some emails from 2006 that Kenny had sent me and theres some I've replied. Can't even believe they've been saved. Was just flipping through all my inbox cos I'v e only been deletin the recent emails forgot about the rest. Dunno what made me check them, I never do. But anyway point I'm getting to is that the person replying to him doesn't seem like me. I've changed. I was so happy. I can hardly recongise me. I want to be that person again, with him. But I can't and I can't fucking accept it.Just hurts so damn much I don't know what the hell to do.