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Ehhhhhhh I dont know how I feel today I am very confused my head is hazed. My mans mother is in the hospital due to cancer he is totally upset I understand him my mother had cancer too and it scared meFLASH BACK!!!!!When I was 12 my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer I was at the doctors office with her when she found out. At first I did not know what to think of it because I was a child and didnt care. Until she had to start chemo therapy then my physical and emotional state changed. When she had to start Chemo I was sent to my grandmothers house for a week period each month I would not eat. When I would come home I would see my mother looking pale and sick. She would start vomiting and having diarrhea all day all week all month each month. She also lost all her hair. I started getting sick too As months went by I became anorexic to the point where I was a skeleton I refused to eat because I thought my mother was going to die and If she was I wanted to die with her. I became more depressed and isolated myself away from other people when my friends knew my mom had cancer I was embarrassed and upset I would have to excuse myself away from them to some where where I can be alone and cry histerecly. I wanted to be with my mom more and more ever since.
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