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Geo and I are slowly healing. When we were at the screening of the press conference he was rubbing my back and my leg, and I was rubbing his back. We had a blast at the conference and we are growing closer. I want to apologize to Geo's dad for upsetting the family with my actions (trying to leave Geo). I caused them all pain and I want to apologize to let them know I'm not going to leave him again. It's just a show of respect. I'm doing okay... I applied for this job and I didn't get it, but they have other spots open that I might be able to take. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. I miss going to the pool, but since it's summer break there are going to be a lot of kids there messing around. Geo and I just want some peace and quiet as we do our laps. I think I'm going to try going for a walk today... I ate at Taco Bell yesterday and of course showed a gain of weight. So tonight we are having chicken breast with broccoli and cheese. I got my labs back from my doctor and I have a fatty liver and my blood sugar is not good. I have to just change my diet, little by little.
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Thumbs up on you and Geo getting things patched up. My hubby had a fatty liver to and after a 15# loss it is no longer fatty. So buckle down on the weight loss and soon you too will get a \'skinny liver\'.
so happy for you and Geo. Keep trying with the job ...
Taco bell is full of salt. Good luck with changing your eating habits. I know It\'s not easy.
I am sure this whole mess your friends have provoked will bring you two closer at the end of the day. Hardships strengthen relationships that have a strong foundation. And yours does.
do they allow night swimming, or twilight (when everyone is eating dinner its usually quieter at pools).
nice of you to consider his family. glad you are getting along again. you always seemed very compatible, was surprised your friend viewed him as abusive?
hope all is well. its verrrrry hot here. 100 degrees in the shade today. no idea why so hot. its raining now, so it will cool off. usually by august the nights are cool here. north florida weather is different, i still haven\'t adapted to it. lol. if its hot here, i guess its steamy down there too? xxoo
Glad you guys are healing. I would find a nice card for his parents and write a nice respectful apology inside then mail it to his family.
Sorry about that Taco Bell..fast food is a waste of calories. Make you splurge foods at home. It will be less damaging to the scale and better for you:)
Lunch is the hardest meal for us. I go and try to get food for lunch, but Geo eats it all, so we are left with nothing and go out to eat. It\'s a bad cycle.. hopefully since he got the stomach surgery he won\'t do that.
very happy about you and geo. it is a good thing you got blood work done and have found out now rather then later and can change your diet, bit by bit. avoiding the fast food would be a huge first step, it will save you money and all the extra fat and salt. maybe you have to hide some food where geo wont find it. tell him that you too have to change your diet as he is and that his support will help you so much. the twilight swimming idea is a good one to check into. many hugs and good luck on the job hunt, you are inspiring me to apply to anything to get out of my current job.
Thats great to hear things are going good with you and Geo. It may take time for family to forgive but i know you will regain their trust. Making small changes in diet they say is way better than trying to do them all at once.