Dysphoria Oh Dysphoria Will you please just go away!

I hate myself and the world and everyone in it. A manic rage that takes no prisioners And knows no bounds Watching all around me the feelings of paranoia surround me...... Why do I always feel like somebody's watching me??? Can't I have no privacy..... Oh oh oh...... I just wish I could break free and become normal again....... As boring as it sounds........ The drama disgusts me........ I wish I was surrounded by nothing but peace.