Dying . . .

I'm dying inside and I don't know how to stop it.  My mind has quit and my heart is cold.  There is no hope for me.  The only thoughts I have are death and pain.  I can't see a way out from this dark place.  I don't know if I believe there is a way out anymore.  I want to hide in a dark corner and melt into nothing.  I feel as though I could cry for hours, yet not one tear comes out.  I feel as though I have no more options.  I can't control my own thoughts anymore.  I just want an escape!  I just want to be free from this all!  And I don't think I care anymore how I achieve that.