Dream
I finally had a dream about my husband. Since he passed, I haven't dreamed at all. I know I've had some that I couldn't remember, but finally it happened. It was only seconds, but in the dream my Husband is walking away from me and I'm trying to catch up with him. Doesn't take a psychologist to figure that one out.
Oh, well. It's better than nothing.
Oh, well. It's better than nothing.
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At least you are dreaming now. I dreamed Smokey and I were at a restaurant. I got up to use the washroom. When I came back, Smoeky was gone and I was looking for him but never found him. It doesn\'t take a psychologist to figure that one out either. I haven\'t dreamed about Smokey since that time. I feel his presence. I feel him pushing me to get a new relationship and to quit mourning for him. I don\'t like to be pushed. It sounds weird in a way but that is what I feel. We talked about him dying first and Smokey adamantly wanted me to find someone else. He left large shoes to fill that is for sure. When our husbands pass away, there is no one exactly like them in this world. Smokey and I used to go to Legends Bar and Grill. We always saw the regulars at the bar. We started to say hi and have brief chit chats. I told the ones that remember us that Smokey died. There is this one guy who has been rather nice to me and comes up to talk for a brief moment or two. He never chatted me up when Smoke was alive. I don\'t know what to make of it. Is he just being nice or is he hitting on me? He is not my type. I like guys with dark hair and this particular one is a blonde. He lives down the street as I do. Yesterday I walked him to his place and continued on walking home. How weird is that? He bought me one beer after Carol left to catch the bus. I had beer left and sat at my table finishing it off. Bill started to talk to me and I joined him at the bar. Aftter that I walked him home and I continued on to my place. I am not used to being out there so I don\'t know anything about dating anymore. This guy is almost 50 years of age and has a birthday coming up soon. I am 54 years of age. I don\'t think I am ready yet but could use a male friend.
Male friends are nice to have. Take whatever comes your way slow. No one will ever take the place of our husbands. Whatever is God\'s will for us is what will be.