DOWN, DOWN, DOWN WE GO!!
YUP, THIS IS ME SAD ONE MINUTE ANGRY THE NEXT. I HAVE BEEN SLIDING DOWN THE DEPRESSION SLOPE FOR AWILE NOW. I KEPT MAKING THE USUAL EXCUSE IE: ILLNESS, XMAS RUSH, DAUGHTER PROBLEMS ETC. THE BOTTOM LINE IS THAT I LET ALL THESE THINGS AND OTHERS OFF SET MY EMOTIONAL BALANCE AND I AM PAYING FOR IT!!! I DON'T WANT TO SEE ANYONE YET I AM LONELY. I WANT TO DO SOMETHING BUT I DON'T WANT TO GO OUT. ANYWAY, YOU FOLKS ALL KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE. I HAVE BEEN RESTING AND TAKING THE EXTRA PILLS MY PDOC PRESCRIBED WHEN I GET LIKE THIS. NOW I JUST HAVE TO DE-STRESS MY LIFE. YEAH, EASIER SAID THAN DONE AS WE ALL KNOW. AND OF COURSE, TODAY IS THE DAY MY DAUGHTER MOVES BACK IN...JUST GREAT!! SO I HAVE STUFF TO DO TO PREPARE FOR THAT.
ALSO THIS MORNING AROUND 9:00 THE FURNACE MAN IS COMING TO CLEAN THE FURNACE AND CHECK THE WATER HEATER. I KNOW THAT DOES NOT SOUND LIKE I BIG DEAL. IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE TO HELP HIM FOR HEAVENS SAKE. I JUST NEED TO LET HIM IN BUT EVEN THAT BUGS ME.
THIS AFTERNOON IS AN UNPLANNED DENTAL APPOINTMENT. I HAD A FILLING COME OUT. GREAT!! I DON'T MIND THE DENTIST BUT I JUST DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING. HOWEVER, THIS NEEDS IMMEDIATE ATTENTION.
I MAY STOP TO PICK UP MY NEW WEDDING BANDS FROM THE JEWELLER. THEY WERE BEING RESIZED, TOO BIG.
ON THE POSITVE SIDE, IN 14 DAYS I WILL BE IN PUNTA CANA. I PRAY THAT THIS DEPRESSION IS WELL OVER BY THEN. ANY PRAYERS WOULD BE APPRECIATED.
DEBBIE
ALSO THIS MORNING AROUND 9:00 THE FURNACE MAN IS COMING TO CLEAN THE FURNACE AND CHECK THE WATER HEATER. I KNOW THAT DOES NOT SOUND LIKE I BIG DEAL. IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE TO HELP HIM FOR HEAVENS SAKE. I JUST NEED TO LET HIM IN BUT EVEN THAT BUGS ME.
THIS AFTERNOON IS AN UNPLANNED DENTAL APPOINTMENT. I HAD A FILLING COME OUT. GREAT!! I DON'T MIND THE DENTIST BUT I JUST DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING. HOWEVER, THIS NEEDS IMMEDIATE ATTENTION.
I MAY STOP TO PICK UP MY NEW WEDDING BANDS FROM THE JEWELLER. THEY WERE BEING RESIZED, TOO BIG.
ON THE POSITVE SIDE, IN 14 DAYS I WILL BE IN PUNTA CANA. I PRAY THAT THIS DEPRESSION IS WELL OVER BY THEN. ANY PRAYERS WOULD BE APPRECIATED.
DEBBIE
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Well you definitely have my prayers. The BP ride is not exactly a ride anyone wants to take. You have the setting for feeling like crap. Take your meds, forget the furnace guy, be glad you have teeth, lock your daughter in her room and start packing. All joking aside I WILL pray for you. Nothing anyone can say will really help, just know we are on your side. Love you Naomi xo
I will join you in that prayer that you are feeling up and in a positive mood to embrace this next adventure.
Being the mother of an in and out again daughter I know how much stress their lives can add to our lives. Actualy in many ways I think dealing with Winter causes more stress for me then taking care of Neal and all the stuff at home does. That seems kind of crazy when I think about it but our kids fall into one of those special catagories I guess. When we have them we are tricked into believing that once they grow up and are on their own our lives will once again belong to us and we can stop worrying.