DOWN, DOWN, DOWN WE GO!!
YUP, THIS IS ME SAD ONE MINUTE ANGRY THE NEXT. I HAVE BEEN SLIDING DOWN THE DEPRESSION SLOPE FOR AWILE NOW. I KEPT MAKING THE USUAL EXCUSE IE: ILLNESS, XMAS RUSH, DAUGHTER PROBLEMS ETC. THE BOTTOM LINE IS THAT I LET ALL THESE THINGS AND OTHERS OFF SET MY EMOTIONAL BALANCE AND I AM PAYING FOR IT!!! I DON'T WANT TO SEE ANYONE YET I AM LONELY. I WANT TO DO SOMETHING BUT I DON'T WANT TO GO OUT. ANYWAY, YOU FOLKS ALL KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE. I HAVE BEEN RESTING AND TAKING THE EXTRA PILLS MY PDOC PRESCRIBED WHEN I GET LIKE THIS. NOW I JUST HAVE TO DE-STRESS MY LIFE. YEAH, EASIER SAID THAN DONE AS WE ALL KNOW. AND OF COURSE, TODAY IS THE DAY MY DAUGHTER MOVES BACK IN...JUST GREAT!! SO I HAVE STUFF TO DO TO PREPARE FOR THAT.
ALSO THIS MORNING AROUND 9:00 THE FURNACE MAN IS COMING TO CLEAN THE FURNACE AND CHECK THE WATER HEATER. I KNOW THAT DOES NOT SOUND LIKE I BIG DEAL. IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE TO HELP HIM FOR HEAVENS SAKE. I JUST NEED TO LET HIM IN BUT EVEN THAT BUGS ME.
THIS AFTERNOON IS AN UNPLANNED DENTAL APPOINTMENT. I HAD A FILLING COME OUT. GREAT!! I DON'T MIND THE DENTIST BUT I JUST DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING. HOWEVER, THIS NEEDS IMMEDIATE ATTENTION.
I MAY STOP TO PICK UP MY NEW WEDDING BANDS FROM THE JEWELLER. THEY WERE BEING RESIZED, TOO BIG.
ON THE POSITVE SIDE, IN 14 DAYS I WILL BE IN PUNTA CANA. I PRAY THAT THIS DEPRESSION IS WELL OVER BY THEN. ANY PRAYERS WOULD BE APPRECIATED.
DEBBIE
ALSO THIS MORNING AROUND 9:00 THE FURNACE MAN IS COMING TO CLEAN THE FURNACE AND CHECK THE WATER HEATER. I KNOW THAT DOES NOT SOUND LIKE I BIG DEAL. IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE TO HELP HIM FOR HEAVENS SAKE. I JUST NEED TO LET HIM IN BUT EVEN THAT BUGS ME.
THIS AFTERNOON IS AN UNPLANNED DENTAL APPOINTMENT. I HAD A FILLING COME OUT. GREAT!! I DON'T MIND THE DENTIST BUT I JUST DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING. HOWEVER, THIS NEEDS IMMEDIATE ATTENTION.
I MAY STOP TO PICK UP MY NEW WEDDING BANDS FROM THE JEWELLER. THEY WERE BEING RESIZED, TOO BIG.
ON THE POSITVE SIDE, IN 14 DAYS I WILL BE IN PUNTA CANA. I PRAY THAT THIS DEPRESSION IS WELL OVER BY THEN. ANY PRAYERS WOULD BE APPRECIATED.
DEBBIE
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