dont know what to do.
I suffered sexual abuse when I was younger...but I have never told anyone about it...dont know if I should or how I should go about it if I did.I just want to get rid of those memories that are holding me back and just move on.. I think it is some of the reason I feel so worthless and dont fit in anywhere...I dont even fit in on these online groups...just want to stop the stupid psychosis......its my fault and i know that and im sorry for it,,,but i cant leave it in the past....
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You do fit in here hun, a lot of people have gone through what you have. Hold on hun people can help you xoxo
hey i know what you mean. it\'s hard to deal with memories like that. just little things reminding you of the incident(s). hang in there please! i\'m here to listen if you ever need to talk.
You do fit in - here and in life. When we are not geting any responses or the ones we feel we need we do feel we do not fit in, that we are alone and that some how some way we are to blame that is the good thing about DS you can reaach out to someone and someone will reach back to you. If you try message or chat when you really need someone you may get a faster response. there alwasy seems to be someone YOU are a worthy person, I believe we all are in God\'s sight, and you are njot to balme any more that if you had cancer, or heart trouble or other physical malady. we are here to help one another and give srength to ne another and remember you are not alone - even when you feel that way. Hugs and prayers. Message if you ever need to talk and keep working on your goal it is a good start.
i know the feeling, although i never suffered any abuse and have achieved a lot in my life, i do know what you mean about being worthless.. I come to the realisation that it is just your mind playing tricks on you... the reality is you are worthy... we all are. i am a believer in things are meant to happen for a reason, find your reason.
It happened to me too... the ones i told stand by my side with love and support. I didnt feel comfortable either telling people what had happened to me as a young child, but i did open up to some people here in DS and they are very supportive. You be suprised how many has been through what you and i have been through. The times get easier as we get older. I used to think about it all the time, I cried, I hurt alot of people out of anger, but my life has changed for the better. I turned to christ and I am saved! Those memories will live forever in the past, there\'s nothing I can do about it but keep it in the past and ask GOD to forgive those who has sinned upon me. The lord made it clear to me that it wasn\'t my fault what had happened to me, i was just a child an innocent boy...so please don\'t feel like it was your fault! you were just an innocent child a young girl! The lord will deal with those who sinned against you. Let it not take over your life, live your life...for you and the lord and you will witness the every day blessings he has stored for you! I lived, and I am blessed!