Don't make this entry private please

Dear Journal, Don't make this entry private please, I have read others I have not the right. The phrase "misery loves company" how horrible but true. I wish I had the courage and will to learn the lesson taught buy more than one friend found here. I can promise not to be the shining light of wisdom this is a truth I can share. More truths I could bear to those who have show hearts of gold to me, but if I confess all troubles to them, I sentence my self to loneliness in the end. So what is to be done, how does the answer come?... Of God?.. Yes I do pray…….. From within?  That’s a fine answer as well…….My heart tells me it takes both. Why do the answers hide from me? Or is it I that hide from them?