Don't know what I can do
I'm feeling so anxious and alone with my thoughts. I wanna cut my wrists and feel the pain and relief that cutting gives me. Maybe, I am bipolar since I get crazy mood swings at times where I'm happy then anxious then frustrated then upset then lonely. I have family but I don't trust them enough to tell them that I'm struggling again. They wouldn't understand and would overreact which I can't handle at the moment.
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i am very different from you because i have self harmed all my life, but it never brought me relief. i've wondered about that so often, why i seem to be different from other self harmers - that i don't feel relief. i'll be happy to be your friend and help out and give you support if i can. ds is a wonderful place for support. i guess we are all on our own journeys. similar but different but similar again. i think here you may find people who really do understand. you will have that support.