Don't know how much more of this I can take....

Even if I have to end up living in a cardboard box in the woods, right now I'm thinking that would be a hell of a lot better than the way things are here with him ! 

Who blames someone else for their not doing well on their video game ?! That's such bullshit ! 

I was sitting where he " told me to " - by the way - and I was NOT saying one damn word, as well as NOT making the least bit of noise at all ! But apparently none of that mattered to him ! He still felt that he was entitled to blame me for him not doing well on his precious video game ! Then when he shut off the stupid game he made of point of loudly saying that he " hates me ", and he mumbled something about me " always " doing everything I can to piss him off ! 

I'm so sick and tired of bullshit like that happening day after day..... with no end in sight ! 

If he would at least show me that he's making an effort to stop acting that way towards me then maybe things would have a small glimmer of brightness to them. But, oh no... he doesn't feel that he has to do that since he's never ever wrong about anything ! 

It must be wonderful to be so damn perfect all of the time !

I'm surprised that he doesn't come out and say that I should be licking his feet !... since he sees himself to be as perfect at as a deity of some sort ! 

I've made excuses / reasons for him being here up until this point, but he's been " pushing me " way too hard towards re-evaluating my thinking about this ! He doesn't see how close he is to me screaming... " ENOUGH ! "