Doing ok
I feel better today and have begun taking steps to get my life back in order. I am not sure what the future holds for me other than at some point within the next few months, I may be in for some really bad pain and sadness depending on what happens between me and my boyfriend. I love him with all my heart, and soul, but what is going on is really hurting me. That plus I have been super depressed over the fact that I have yet been able to get pregnant. I feel like I am not much of a woman because I can not (or have not) had any kids. I mean I can't help but feel like he is going to leave me if I can't have kids and yes I know that is an irrational thought, but I have thought it. I grew up wanting nothing more than to be a wife and mother. I think what scares me is that I will never get to be either one of those things.
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Hi Becca
Sounds like you have been doing some seriouse thinking.
I didn,t know you were trying for a baby love, im sorry, i know this must be both painfull and frustrating for you.
Being under alot of stress can hinder getting pregnant love and i know you are under plenty of that right now.
Dont give up!, when the time is right and you are with the right person things could change in an instant.
Have you ever treid those ovulation predictor kit,s? along with practicing relaxation techniques an breathing techniques, it may help when the time is right.
Keep your chin up!, it,s good to hear you sound a bit more posotive Becca.
With Love xooxoxoox