Doing Well

I know I have not been on a lot lately, but that is just because I have been trying to keep my mind busy and off of the negative things going on in my life. I am still dealing with the miscarriage and the boyfriend issue. Plus the financial situation isn't much better. I just feel like I would not do well, if I tried to go and get a job right now. I mean some days I consider it really lucky if I can wake up and get out of bed before the afternoon. I just don't know what to do anymore.