Does the after world have a bed for me?!

Ooh goodness! Today is so dreadful. Just thinking of getting out of this fucking life, constantly tired of and in misery, emptiness and feeling purposeless in my life. I feel like nothing is ever going to change. I'm home alone. My hubby's in Georgia, I'm in Philadelphia, then I think what if he comes home Sunday to find the one thing he doesn't wanna face ot find. I never been a selfish person.

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HardKnoxLife
HardKnoxLife

Breathe baby girl. You’ve got this. Try to leave these emotions where they are and focus on some mindfulness. Suicide is never the answer. Please take a minute to call the crisis hotline. You mean so much to a lot of people, me included. We need you in this world. Here. now.
RJW
RJW

Thank you for sharing. Enduring can be it's own purpose. Those without Depression have a hard time understanding carrying a very heavy weight all the time. That is difficult, but everyday is different. Enduring those difficult days to see those special few great days. You deserve seeing the great days. I hope this made sense. Thank you and God Bless.
Bullseye78
Bullseye78

Hey thanks guys! I'm feeling a little better! Hugs!