Does Everyone Freak Out Like This??

Eight and a half weeks and I'm gonna be a mama!  It seems like the closer D day gets the more I worry.  As is I barely sleep, between my brain and my belly it seems I'm destined to fret myself to an early grave.First it seems that there is no room for another person in our tiny home, and the search for a bigger one is going dreadfully.  If they allow pets they don't allow kids, and vice versa.  And if miraculously all our criterea is met then it's waaay out of our price range.Our price range...it shrinks a little more every day!  Maternity leave is a paltry amount of money and Im stressed that we won't be able to survive off of our new income amount!  Kid's are expensive, and maybe we won'e be able to afford it!I also stress about labour alot.  I have gestational diabetes...that means insulin and blood glucose checks all the time...if I don't keep track of everything in me then it could damage the baby.  I worry all the time that maybe I'm not doing things right and she's going to be born sick and it will be all my fault...I wish there was a whole lotta less worrying involved in becoming a parent....sigh....