does anyone else do this?
i sit here and watch tv and feel ultimately like my life isn't that great or worth much...
but i'd like it to be like the lives I see on tv.. I am watching Bloomberg Technology news
and it seems to be exciting and worth while what they're all talking about - but these people on this program are kind
of sucking the air out of the room. People on tv maybe want their lives to be more important
than mine or the average Guiseppe ? i don't know. I just want to value my life as much or more than these guys
who I watch so much.
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I feel the same way Marko.
:-)
I found those lives alluring enough that I did some research. Decided the script writers putting words in my mouth, directors telling me what to do, having to repeat myself for every retake, etcetera, etceteri were just too high a price to pay for that perfection. Burp. . . If ya can't take the warts, stay out of the toad pond.
These days I ply therapy tools to my self-loathing. Gratitude and appreciation lists are a classic for when I hate being me.
But as long as we're wishing. . . Can I be Elanor Roosevelt?
I want to be a Viking.
That is SO great Arfie!! If you move to Minnesota Chris, you will be a Viking...fan :)
We are sure good at beating ourselves up aren't we...…. Group hug!!…...xo
:))))) (hugs!!)) :)