Doctors appointment

     I had my doctors appointment today.  I like her she is a nurse practicionar and she never dismisses me or treats me like it is all in my head.  She took my blood pressure sitting, standing and lying down all ok.  Checked out my ears and eyes, stood me up and had me shut my eyes and tested my balance passed that all ok.  Asked me a bunch of questions, decided not do bloodwork as I had had bloodwork done a month and a half ago and all turned out fine.  She told me that nothing seemed wrong with my brain such as a tumor or mass(thank the Lord!).  Other then that though she is not sure where to go from here. (that didn't make me feel better, because if she doesn't know I certianly do not(you don't want to stump your doctor)).  So she wrote me a prescription for the dizzyness which she said might help me with the nausea, but as far as nursing goes she said it was unknown what the effects might be on the baby. So I wont be taking it I will just live with it for now. I asked her if it could be hormone's has I have not started yet since I am nursing, she said maybe(but to me she didn't sound convinced).  She said to come back if it gets worse or different.  So I was feeling more positive about it because if it didn't raise any red flags with her so then maybe I am ok.  But then of course this afternoon I started to feel tired and fitigued and nauseous, and all the doubts started about how she may have missed something and that it will be to late.  The temptation to go on to webmd started and I am trying to resist it.  I am trying to trust the Lord and that if there was anything to catch He would have had her to so.   I pray that the Lord will ease my mind of these fears, and that they are unfounded.  Please Lord.  Thank you Lord for all that you have given me. Amen.