discomfort healing..
Phisically I am here. I think I feel more relief than anything without this person in my life. I cannot sit n watch him drink himself to death anymore, or listen to him tell me to kill myself. I cannot believe after everything this man knows abotu me that came out of his high drunk mouth while I was in absoutle misery. I went in for treatment. I don't drink I take meds, I feel almost happier now that he's gone. He is the most heartless person to me when drunk. I am almost relieved and trying to move on.
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You have been through some terrible times. I won't sit here and spout platitudes, but sometimes the sound of another human voice is calming. One time when I was feeling bad, opened the yellow pages and started calling the dail-a-prayer lines until I got one that wasn't stupid. A few minutes later, I felt a lot better. I hope you do, too.
You are in a much more grounded frame of mind without the negativity in your life and now can focus on YOU and your future. You've made a hard life- altering but POSITIVE
decision and I wish you the very best for your future !!
If you want to talk, I'm a great listener !!!
I'm sorry you're going through such problems. Be proud of yourself for getting rid of the negativity in your life. I'm proud of you too.