Disappointment

I would really like to go one day with having some type of disappointment. They seem to come on the regular from doctors,friends,acquaintances,family members,boyfriend,etc,etc,etc. Today it was  one of my best friends. We've been best friends for 20 years at least. I probably shouldn't have even been offended but I was. He made fun of me for defending somebody on facebook on one of those news posts. his comment was you really need to find more constructive things to do with your time or don't you have better things to do? Actually no I don't!!! I don't have better things to do right now jerk
 
I would never ever wish what I have or any other chronic illness on any of my friends but sometimes I wish they'd have to live just one day in my shoes.
 
I'm probably going to have to get IV fluids tomorrow. That's if the nurse calls me back in the morning. I'm not even sure I need them. I always feel dehydrated and like crap so who knows. I forced myself to go to physical therapy and I guess I'm glad I did. She said my right side is weaker than my left and that's causing me balance problems. She said we can work on it. She gave me some relief of my neck pain. She did more chiropractor kinds of moves on it. I still might try to go back to the actual chiropractor. 
I usually try to listen to my t doc but I'm still binge watching Grey's Anatomy even though she said not too. I'm suppose to do things that I find pleasant and right now that definitely involves McDreamy and McSteamy.