didnt write yesterday mon oct 3, 2011 evening

well i slept alot yesterday. then i took last of pain pills except one. saved it for now.  was too chicken to call doc for myself. had sis call for me. they refilled my vicoden but took me off the mucsel relaxers, go figure. think its the last script so i have to start getting better and not take as many. only took 2 so far today. saving the mucsel relaxers for in case i ever get mucsek spasms. ok, fdont have much to say today. tired again. of course. gave mike the money order for rent. at leaste i dont have to go cold turkey on the pain pills. thank god so far doing ok. guess im a little hooked mentally on them, but i dont want to be. its not even a fun drug at all, now the oxi, now thats a ok ride. glad i cant get that ok, moore tommorow....