Devestation with the loss of my husband
I feel totally devestated with the loss of my husband Smokey. I could not get out of the house. My brother came over and that was nice. It feels as if Hurricane Katrina flooded my soul at the loss of Smokey. Now I am trying to recover and it is not easy. The sorrow goes down to the very bottom of my soul. It just feels absolutely horrible. I don't know how to describe it. It has been four months. I just keep remember how we did everything together and the good memories we shared. I wonder if I will ever find anyone like my Smokey again when I am ready. It feels like such a big loss in my life that I might not recover from it. It feels that way. One never knows.