Destiny :)

I've been so confused lately..... I have lost so many people I thought were my "friends". I have continued fighting the darkness of this world alone and now I realize how cold of a place this world can be..... I have pushed a lot of people out of my life because my trust for people has become more rare and harder to obtain and only a select few are actually being let in. I have lost most of my emotions and I have grown to not care about this world. However, there is only one person in this world who I love, care about, and want to have by my side everyday. The only person who gives me the strength to see what tomorrow brings and my personal hero. Her name is Destiny, she is my girlfriend and my other half. She is the only reason I'm still here in this world. I don't know how she does it but when I'm not able to feel anything, she makes me laugh, and smile. She makes me truly happy and I never want to lose her. When I first saw her, I noticed how incredibly beautiful she was, I was stunned. I wanted to go and talk to her but I was too nervous to even say hi. It felt like she was completely out of my league and then after texting my friend Storm, she introduced me to Destiny, Destiny and I talked for a while and got to know each other, and then I began to realize just how amazing of a personality she truly has. So I asked her out and she said yes, that was one of the happiest moments of my life. Later that night we spent a couple hours together and I began to feel a connection with her, something which I haven't felt with anyone in a while. Today we have been going out for almost a month and I am completely in love with her. She knows how to make me laugh, keep me happy, make me feel loved, and even give me strength to go on another day. She is my hero, my everything and I will always be thankful that I met her. She is the only girl I can truly be myself around and still feel loved to the fullest. Some days I wonder why she would even be with me because I feel like she can do so much better than me but then I realize the truth, that no matter how much mistakes I make, how badly I embarrass myself, or how many people dislike me, she will always love me and want to be with me. She is a one of a kind girl. Any guy who got to be with her would be the luckiest guy in this entire world and so I feel really honored and lucky to be her boyfriend. And I will always love her with all my heart until the day I die :) <3