despair
there comes a time when my mental health has gone so far down i just despair. i anaylise people around me. my insight seems so much clearer when i'm feeling rock bottom. my partner has been on her pc since i went to bed last night about 10pm playing games,i got up about 7am shes still sat at it,its now nearly 9am shes still sat at it. not even attempted to do the washing up which has been building up since i last did it sunday. thats 5 days ago. my mental health got even worse since sunday so much so its affecting my physical health. yet she is paid by the goverment to care for me. she eagerly takes the £62 a week the goverment pay her but does nothing at all to care for me not even when i ask/plead for help.
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