depressed again

I have been anxious the last few weeks and now the anxiety is giving way to depression.  I don't know if the Buspar helped the anxiety or not.  I am still anxious but now I feel so down.  I took my neighbor to the doctor the other day and was kind of mad that it took up half my day.  She is always calling for a favor and I can understand she is not well but she has all those kids and they have spouses and grandkids but they don't do anything.  She even said she hopes I don't get a job before her appointment so I can take her.  That is another thing.  The temp agency sounded encouraging but have not called.  My neighbor said that is their job to sound encouraging.  Money is running out.  I will call them tomorrow.  My seasonal job doen't start till January and I have to study and take tests for rehire.  I can walk to that job in 5 minutes and I have a coworker who says I am her best friend who wants a ride to work.  She is extremely overweight and doesn't drive and is basically handicapped so I would have to pick her up drop her off at the door, find a parking spot.  It would take over 20 minutes.  Plus she does not believe in being early saying it is her personality to be late.  The stray cat that moved in follows me everywhere and I feel bad for my other cats.  He needs a booster shot that I will have to charge and my debt is growing.  Not to mention that I miss Stephen everyday but my grief is overshadowed by my money and job woes and I pray and pray but still see no hope.  I am gonna write the docror tomorrow but there is not much she can do if I have no money.  I am so tired of life.  I wake up and the sickness in my stomach starts all over again.  Why doesn't something good ever happen?