DEPRESSED!
Sunday Night-Late (Early Mon.) I am so depressed! I am using orange type because I have heard orange helps. No luck yet.... I slept nearly all day! I just didn't feel a need to get up. I finally did and then I just cried. I managed to fix chili dogs for supper, vacuum the pool (sort of), and watch a little TV. I am getting ready to take a valium so I can go back to sleep. I just don't know how to get out of this deep dark hole. I was doing better, it seemed, for a bit. Now...... I am drained. I just don't want to do anything. I watched "The Bucket List" last night. I was thinking what I would write. Not much. There are a couple of things I think I would like to do but it is nothing big....see the desert, see a mountain. WOO-HOO! Nothing else, aside from my family, seems to matter. That is pretty sad, I think. I think I am fairly healthy, not too old, the weather today was beautiful, and all I want to do is sleep. I am just doing time.....
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I\'m just reaching out to hold your hand, and let you know, it\'s ok to feel this funk. It won\'t be permanent. Rest, you\'ve earned some time off. I\'ll be thinking of you, and keeping you in my prayers.
Love & hugs,
I know we have lost our special children.I been sleeping alot lately too.I don\'t know if it\'s the weather or just being so damn depressed.I seen Bradon this weekend I think he swan all day Sunday he didn\'t want to go home.But he was a trooper
without crying so hard.Everyday is a struggle.I\'m here holding your hand tears come and go never knowing when they will strike hang in there.We all love you and I need you to.peace .jfm24,Vicki
I can relate. I want to sleep all the time & have little interest in anything. The mood swings are unbearable. I am here for you. Sending you a special hug & love. Thanks for all your support. lucille
Oh Ginger...I can feel your sadness...but know that this low,low spot comes up. I watched the Bucket List last night too...made me cry...but does remind me that we DO need to be sure that we accomplish what we want to in this life and that life can end sooner than we realize...of course WE already knew this...but we have to internalize it and try so hard to enjoy the things in our life that we can. I hope that you will talk to someone or talk with your doctor again. Love and hugs and peace...Karen
Ginger I no what your going threw you have been through so much please see if there is some one you can talk to .I no you have family but for me I needed to see some one Iam in a support group now and although no one can take away the pain , it just help to no your not alone
Hugs.........Caroline
You hang in there, I hope this feeling doesnt last long. Thinking of you. Take care x Claire
Sometimes we just need to be sad and reflect on our lives, sleep, eat, do whatever you can and don\'t beat yourself up over the shoulds. You should be doing just what you are, You could if you wanted to, do something else. Up to you. Holding you love and hugs Cathy