Deep Breaths

Getting ready to go to my husband's viewing...I really don't know what to expect.  I did spend some time at his bedside after he had passed, but it's been 10 days now...I need to see him though, one more time...even though in my brain, I know that it's not 'him' anymore...I think in some ways, I'm still heavily in denial, like I still can't believe or accept that he is really gone...the service is tomorrow...it will be a hard day.