decision
I'm thinking I'm gonna have to suck it up and go to the ER again. I don't think I can keep myself safe at home any more. I hate this...I don't want to be in this position. But right now my brain is obsessed with what can I take, what can I do, that will kill me. I really thought the other night that by cutting and needing stitches I'd get all that stuff outta my head...but it backfired...now I think about it even more. I can't chance ending up on the unit my friend is on...yes I think she's a great friend...but right now...I know we'd bring each other down more then lift each other up. So if I go to the ER...I'm going to have to mention my concerns there. Part of me thinks it would just be easier to take an od and just give up...but I can't do that. It's never ended up working for me before...I'm still here...so what's the point. I kinda just wish God would come and decide to take me home. I'm so tired of this life on earth.
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Go to ER and get yourself fixed up there missy! I love you cause your are a friend and to a certain extent can understand what you are going through. I don\'t want you to do anything permanent. GOT THAT? We all get tired of life but it also has it\'s good times. So get help please. xo
Go to ER and get yourself fixed up there missy! I love you cause your are a friend and to a certain extent can understand what you are going through. I don\'t want you to do anything permanent. GOT THAT? We all get tired of life but it also has it\'s good times. So get help please. xo
I dearly hope that you DID go, please tell us you did. My friend just lost her 18yo daughter to suicide and all we can think of mostly is ...
1. how could it have turned out different if the family had only known
2. this is so unbelievable hard on those who are left that if the girl HAD known, maybe she would have gotten help. her parents will never get over this. they will live with the torture of it for the rest of their lives. So, for your family, please get help. Think of how differently you will feel in a few weeks, about everything. hugs N!!!!! God bless.
I dearly hope that you DID go, please tell us you did. My friend just lost her 18yo daughter to suicide and all we can think of mostly is ...
1. how could it have turned out different if the family had only known
2. this is so unbelievable hard on those who are left that if the girl HAD known, maybe she would have gotten help. her parents will never get over this. they will live with the torture of it for the rest of their lives. So, for your family, please get help. Think of how differently you will feel in a few weeks, about everything. hugs N!!!!! God bless.
I dearly hope that you DID go, please tell us you did. My friend just lost her 18yo daughter to suicide and all we can think of mostly is ...
1. how could it have turned out different if the family had only known
2. this is so unbelievable hard on those who are left that if the girl HAD known, maybe she would have gotten help. her parents will never get over this. they will live with the torture of it for the rest of their lives. So, for your family, please get help. Think of how differently you will feel in a few weeks, about everything. hugs N!!!!! God bless.
I dearly hope that you DID go, please tell us you did. My friend just lost her 18yo daughter to suicide and all we can think of mostly is ...
1. how could it have turned out different if the family had only known
2. this is so unbelievable hard on those who are left that if the girl HAD known, maybe she would have gotten help. her parents will never get over this. they will live with the torture of it for the rest of their lives. So, for your family, please get help. Think of how differently you will feel in a few weeks, about everything. hugs N!!!!! God bless.
I dearly hope that you DID go, please tell us you did. My friend just lost her 18yo daughter to suicide and all we can think of mostly is ...
1. how could it have turned out different if the family had only known
2. this is so unbelievable hard on those who are left that if the girl HAD known, maybe she would have gotten help. her parents will never get over this. they will live with the torture of it for the rest of their lives. So, for your family, please get help. Think of how differently you will feel in a few weeks, about everything. hugs N!!!!! God bless.
sorry this site is not working right at all. but just wanted you to know you are loved and cared for and we all have dark times, but we have to hold on, OK?
I dearly hope that you DID go, please tell us you did. My friend just lost her 18yo daughter to suicide and all we can think of mostly is ...
1. how could it have turned out different if the family had only known
2. this is so unbelievable hard on those who are left that if the girl HAD known, maybe she would have gotten help. her parents will never get over this. they will live with the torture of it for the rest of their lives. So, for your family, please get help. Think of how differently you will feel in a few weeks, about everything. hugs N!!!!! God bless.
sorry this site is not working right at all. but just wanted you to know you are loved and cared for and we all have dark times, but we have to hold on, OK?
sorry this site is not working right at all. but just wanted you to know you are loved and cared for and we all have dark times, but we have to hold on, OK?