decision
I'm thinking I'm gonna have to suck it up and go to the ER again. I don't think I can keep myself safe at home any more. I hate this...I don't want to be in this position. But right now my brain is obsessed with what can I take, what can I do, that will kill me. I really thought the other night that by cutting and needing stitches I'd get all that stuff outta my head...but it backfired...now I think about it even more. I can't chance ending up on the unit my friend is on...yes I think she's a great friend...but right now...I know we'd bring each other down more then lift each other up. So if I go to the ER...I'm going to have to mention my concerns there. Part of me thinks it would just be easier to take an od and just give up...but I can't do that. It's never ended up working for me before...I'm still here...so what's the point. I kinda just wish God would come and decide to take me home. I'm so tired of this life on earth.
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I think ur making a good decision. I know this sucks and I know its scary but ur doing the right thing by getting help. Plz don\'t do anything to hurt ur self it will only make it worse in the long run. U can do this, I believe in u! I\'m always here if u want to talk. Much love!
i\'m tired of it too sweety. hold on
Go to ER and get yourself fixed up there missy! I love you cause your are a friend and to a certain extent can understand what you are going through. I don\'t want you to do anything permanent. GOT THAT? We all get tired of life but it also has it\'s good times. So get help please. xo
Go to ER and get yourself fixed up there missy! I love you cause your are a friend and to a certain extent can understand what you are going through. I don\'t want you to do anything permanent. GOT THAT? We all get tired of life but it also has it\'s good times. So get help please. xo
Go to ER and get yourself fixed up there missy! I love you cause your are a friend and to a certain extent can understand what you are going through. I don\'t want you to do anything permanent. GOT THAT? We all get tired of life but it also has it\'s good times. So get help please. xo
Go to ER and get yourself fixed up there missy! I love you cause your are a friend and to a certain extent can understand what you are going through. I don\'t want you to do anything permanent. GOT THAT? We all get tired of life but it also has it\'s good times. So get help please. xo
Go to ER and get yourself fixed up there missy! I love you cause your are a friend and to a certain extent can understand what you are going through. I don\'t want you to do anything permanent. GOT THAT? We all get tired of life but it also has it\'s good times. So get help please. xo
Go to ER and get yourself fixed up there missy! I love you cause your are a friend and to a certain extent can understand what you are going through. I don\'t want you to do anything permanent. GOT THAT? We all get tired of life but it also has it\'s good times. So get help please. xo
Go to ER and get yourself fixed up there missy! I love you cause your are a friend and to a certain extent can understand what you are going through. I don\'t want you to do anything permanent. GOT THAT? We all get tired of life but it also has it\'s good times. So get help please. xo
Go to ER and get yourself fixed up there missy! I love you cause your are a friend and to a certain extent can understand what you are going through. I don\'t want you to do anything permanent. GOT THAT? We all get tired of life but it also has it\'s good times. So get help please. xo
Go to ER and get yourself fixed up there missy! I love you cause your are a friend and to a certain extent can understand what you are going through. I don\'t want you to do anything permanent. GOT THAT? We all get tired of life but it also has it\'s good times. So get help please. xo
Go to ER and get yourself fixed up there missy! I love you cause your are a friend and to a certain extent can understand what you are going through. I don\'t want you to do anything permanent. GOT THAT? We all get tired of life but it also has it\'s good times. So get help please. xo
Go to ER and get yourself fixed up there missy! I love you cause your are a friend and to a certain extent can understand what you are going through. I don\'t want you to do anything permanent. GOT THAT? We all get tired of life but it also has it\'s good times. So get help please. xo
Go to ER and get yourself fixed up there missy! I love you cause your are a friend and to a certain extent can understand what you are going through. I don\'t want you to do anything permanent. GOT THAT? We all get tired of life but it also has it\'s good times. So get help please. xo
Go to ER and get yourself fixed up there missy! I love you cause your are a friend and to a certain extent can understand what you are going through. I don\'t want you to do anything permanent. GOT THAT? We all get tired of life but it also has it\'s good times. So get help please. xo