dec 28,2010
i woke up feeling ok but about after a hour i became a mess now it's 5 pm and i want to curl up in a ball and cry it's like i can feel the black cloud coming back around me..i dont want to live like this here two days ago i want to fight like hell now i just dont care why why why as women do we have to deal with this...i want my life back now...
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if you want someone to talk to give me a call 810-664-6903or 840-441-6358 i have been in your shoes i know all to well whats going on .keep me informed on whats going on joe
sorry your haveing such a hard time, hopefully this will lift some for you.. here is a hug for you wish I could do more for you. hugs, ann
right now i\'m sending you hugs and encouragement...when you are up to it, will you please spend time in serious consideration of drug therapy for your illness? your profile says you are at the end of your rope...7 good days out of 31...that you don\'t want to take something you don\'t need. food nourishes your body, air keeps you alive...why close the door to medicine? i take medicine to moderate my thyroid, blood pressure and other conditions, because it is my personal responsibility to give myself the best life I can every day...i want to live a long and happier life...i\'m not trying to bring you down when you are struggling, concerned for you and if there is medicine that will give your body AIR and/or nourishment against this condition...i want you to have it, to feel better, because sunshine, you are so worth it! hugs and care....
I\'m there with ya girl! Going thru it right now too, it SUCKS. It changes who you are and you just want yourself back so you can get on with your life. I tried to not let it get the better of me and still go out and garden, but it was a poor effort and the struggle exhausted me. I spent the rest of the day in bed, crying and fighting with it. What a waste of life! I know its hard but try not to fight against it, snuggle into your doona, do whatever you need to do to feel better and ride it out. And yeah, at least try the meds? I\'ll be here for you.
THANK YOU GUYS FOR THE SUPPORT..AS BAD AS I HATE TO I AM GOING TO HAVE TO PUT MY BIG GIRL PANTS ON AND START THE LEXAPRO BUT THE FEAR I HAVE OF MEDS IS JUST UNREAL...I KNOW IF I CAN GET PAST THE FIRST PILL I\'LL BE FINE..I\'LL GET THE PILL OUT OF THE BOTTLE AND MY WATER AND SIT ND LOOK AT IT BUT I CANT SEEM TO GET IT INTO MY MOUTH..(I KNOW THATS CRAZY) BECAUSE I KNOW THEY WILL HELP ME...I GUESS THAT FEAR FALLS BAD TO THE EX HUBBY PUTTING PILLS IN MY DRINKS...PEACE AND LOVE
AMANDA