death

why carn't i just die, why carn't they just let me alone, why carn't they just leave me the hell alone.

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Saz41
Saz41

you can\'t die hun because this world would needs you until it is your time. I don\'t know why they can\'t leave you alone but I am sure there will be some peace for you soon, you will be able to rest and stop being tormented by \'them\'.

Would it help to say more about what is getting to you?
cookiemon
cookiemon

it carn\'t get any better just wanna die. i know this is stupid but i think i care a little to much for a friend that i work with. she is 20 years older yet we are compleatly on the same wavelength. i have worked with her for over three years now and i know it sounds stupid but i really care for her even if she does\'nt give a shit about me. i don\'t know if i can get through it anymore.
Saz41
Saz41

It doesn\'t sound stupid hun. We can\'t help who we fall in love with or who we care about. Sometimes we just \'click\' with people, and they become increasingly important to us. 3 years is a long time to work with someone. Does she know how much you care about her? what is it that makes you think that she doesn\'t give a shit about you? Hun, you can get through this, you have a lot to live for. I know you despair and you feel like nothing can get better, but hun, there is always hope. Please keep talking and if I can help at all please let me know.