day two

Today I started by praying to God the serenity prayer so I may be able to surrender all. My first test was early this morning on a simple discussion with my co-worker. I saw how automatic lying has become for me when I agreed to something I didn't do, so I can seem "in the know" . I was prompted immediatly to say "I'm sorry, i DIDN'T do that". I felt good about that. I know this is going to be a long journey, but at least I took the first step.