Day one detox Thurs Jan 19,2017

OK the day is here, it's time to start with the weening off the seriquil, Waiting for the other med thaat i cant remember the name of it, will journal after the delivery about ther mane of it. Just took a half a dose of the zombie med along w/ all my other med's. I'm trying to hVE a positive attitude about it. Sis is comming over for a shower and a small nap so i get a blueberry mufin, yay. Also my reg doc called me last night and gave me a scare, the te3st came back already and it seem's i have agrouth or like he said TUMER which is as he said that's a scary work and he hated to say it cause it's more like a grouth, but still need's to be biopsied prob. Trying to take it as he said it, and not to worry, that's funny i worry about everything and this is the thing i'm kinda but not too bad worried about but it is in my head n the back of it alot since he called me. I have to go to a EMT doc that is the next step, while on the detox train. OK it's about 1 p.m. and so far so good, little hard to type. OK will try really hard to journal later about all this for my records, i am so forgetfull, started watching something last night on netflix and i couldnt rmemhber what it was today untill netflix told me, so smart everthing is now day's. Ya i said now day's. They say your as young as you feel, which is good for an immatior baby like me Tee hee

OK need to end this now so the end for now. more later