Day Eight.

Well, it's the morning of day eight, and so far so good.  However, I do have some stress from the past trying to come back.... One of my ex guy "friends" texted me again this morning.. at like 2am (after I finished talking to a good friend of mine :D you know who you are  ;)...). He was trying to get me to go meet him... I know what he wanted.  But, I didn't go.  I don't want him, and I know I would have regretted it if I did go meet him.  So, I didn't.  He's mad at me, and I feel bad, but... I've got to do things for myself for a change.  I'm not going to give him the chance to come back into my life and screw me over.  I don't deserve some one who is only going to text me twice a week late at night.. when they want sex.   It's not fair to me to devote all my time... to someone who doesn't really care.  I can't have a relationship where I'm the only one trying...where I am faithful, but he's not.  I think, if all someone wants is sex, than let your partner know that's all it is, don't fake a relationship.  It's not fair to the other person.