Day 9: December 18, 2017

Today was my first perfect day!! I had no mood swings AND no urges. I was just happy and content, I could feel pre-gambling Jeremy back. I felt confident, funny, happy, and nice. The triggors are still there because of access money, I have a TINY voice in the back of my mind saying go to the casino and go for a big run, but I know that I WILL FOR SURE LOSE or if I win I will keep gambling until I lose and I will feel unhappy and depressed. Seriously, I cannot take another day 1 ever again. I need to be strong and happy. I think everyday is getting easier and easier unless I get a triggor.

This was an amazing day, tomorrow I really step into investing for my friends, here we go!!!!