Day 9 - almost put 90 - wishful thinking

Good day  - productive, clearer head, and very good mood!  One of my friends who also went back recently (we've had a lot of conversation about staying away).  We talk eachother back on track if the urge arises... The whole thing is ridiculous - we might as well BURN the cash... that's about the size of it, whether we win or lose... winning will only promote putting it all back.  I know this sounds so simple... sometimes I wonder how many times I have to go over and over this concept... ha ha  Obviously not a "quick" study.  :]
Well, this is a personal journal, so I guess I can write anything I want to. :]
 
Hugs to all and ODAAT!
SG