Day 6

Today was a very busy day for me. I decided to fast again and only drink coffee & one piece of candy today. (Candy was not intentional) Fasting has actually been helping me think clearly. I appreciate having this clarity to really think about everything. 

I actually feel like meeting with the therapist was very helpful. I wasn’t sure what to expect but I feel like she was very insightful. She managed to call certain qualities out without making me feel attacked which I appreciated. 

When I got home my fiancé called me and he wants to work things out. I cannot express how truly grateful I am that he still willing work on our relationship. Not only that but he is actively making set goals and expectations for myself to ensure I do not fuck myself more than I already have in the past. 

Today felt like a very busy but great day :)