Day 5 on Cymbalta

went out for lunch with a friend today, but couldnt wait to get home where i feel safe.
dont know how I feel...dont know if I want to die....but dont want to live like this...as usual I cant wait for the day to be over so I can sleep.
 
(for those that actually read this...im sorry you have to put up with my terrible mood...thanks for your hugs and messages of support, they are greatly appreciated)