Day 4 &5

The past two days have been okay. My appetite sucks and I can feel myself losing weight. I'm looking into weight gain shakes. I hate that people are noticing my weight loss. I'm slightly anxious and I believe that has to do with my boyfriend. I still feel like we may not be compatible... I don't know! I'm also nervous about my job starting on the fifth. I hope to visit the beach before I have to go back..the thoughts are still there. I have to remember I am enough!