Day 4

Today has been tough for me. I am trying to stay happy at work but that is easier said than done.  I miss Jay so much it hurts. I hurt because I hurt the person I love most with my lies. I refuse to ever hurt someone like this again. I don’t want it to be too late for us but I must understand if my wrongs cannot be forgiven. That is the price I have to pay for my selfishness.